MIDNIGHT THOUGHTS

I don't know which reason led me to write a post at 1 in the morning, but I'll continue this anyway. I'm here to update you with everything I've been through and with the challenges I just encountered. 

First of all, this isn't a post to achieve the 5 minimum posts we needed for our ICT subject. 

Moving on, I'm really hungry at the moment, but I chose to write and pour my thoughts on this blog post. I feel extremely happy for three main reasons

1. This semester is about to end

2. Summer is fast approaching

3. Someone who makes me extremely happy

So before I start blabbering on those three main reasons, I want you to be patient with me and my very unorganized thoughts once again.

Let us finally start this post by tackling about the first reason why I'm extremely happy - this semester is about to end!! Cannot stress enough on the fact that this semester is about to end tomorrow, yup, tomorrow.

 Later today, I still have a written exam in Business Law and a defense in Distribution Management tomorrow. I know how our block experiences all these sleepless nights, starting to look like zombies and feeling so high because of the numerous things we need to think of.  

Our Bus Law exam consists of 120 items which are all statements that needs to be memorized UGH. I got to memorize 107 items "only" as for now and I don't wanna memorize anymore at the moment because I feel like my brain's about to explode already.

Next in line, summer is fast approaching!!! I'm a junior college student which means that I'll be having an internship this summer. Last year, I get to spend my vacation in Japan, and as for this year, I guess I'll be able to experience what it feels like to be in the corporate world. I know internship will only last for a short period of time, but even if it's as short as 1 1/2 month, I'm really so prepared for it. 

Actually, I don't know what's the main reason why I'm ready or excited with the fact that I'll have a glimpse of the corporate or real world, but by thinking of it now, I guess I'm excited because I'll be able to experience something I don't get to experience or do ever since. 

So to my dearest self, I wish you the best of luck. I do hope you'll be able to learn so much and have enough experience to help you in the real world soon. 

Last, but not the least - someone who makes me extremely happy. If you're my avid reader (as if I have one) I posted two months ago that I was having a very unorganized thoughts and feelings towards someone and......

 It's been two months now that I get to enjoy talking to someone who accepts me for who I am. The Bianca who is very talkative, loud, caring, weird and very passionate in everything she does.

I'm so blessed to have someone who helps me achieve the best version of myself, who pushes me to do more just like what my parents does, who inspires me to wake up each day with a feeling of great sense of relief that everything's gonna be okay and who goes an extra mile just to make me extremely happy. 

I know how some of you will react to how attached I am already, but when you feel it, you just can't seem to stop yourself to fall deeper everyday. Being in-love is a trap, a magic and one of the best feelings anyone could ever feel. 

So to you, my special someone, thank you so much for putting this smile on my face, for giving the best of your abilities to appreciate my weird self and just so you know... I don't really share a very personal update here on this blog.... and that only means how special you are to me and how proud I am to have you. 

Aghhhh so those are the three reasons why I'm extremely happy, the reason behind my blooming face  for what most of you have noticed. It's two in the morning and I still can't sleep yet because of the hunger I'm feeling and the iced coffee I drank earlier.

Stay tuned for more posts soon!! Thanks so much for reading and have a good night's sleep.